Eliphaz Speaks:
Job's Wickedness Is Great
Arapahoe Basin - Colorado |
Job Replies: Where
Is God?
God has appointed me
with this suffering and I do not understand His ways. I have held my ground and
suffer on His foundational truth. However, I am bitter, my heart weighs heavy
and I have been groaning for His presence. I yearn to be with Him and lay my
case before the Almighty that He might bring me out of this darkness. I have
many arguments I can bring before Him as to why I don't deserve that which has
befallen me. If this opportunity were presented He would answer my contentions
and I would understand His response. However, I press forward and He is not
there, I look around in every direction and I cannot see Him. But, He knows the
direction of my feet and He will bless me in the end. I have withstood these
trials and treasured His commandments as morsels. His plan is the only plan,
how can I rebuke it? Regardless of my opinion, He is God, God does what pleases
Him. All that said: I am terrified at the thought of Him currently, He has
weakened my heart and I am silenced in the weighing darkness.
Why doesn't the
Almighty judge those who openly rebuke Him? Evil moves through people like
snakes in the ground on earth, they make they're living off the pain and
suffering of others and seek only to gratify themselves. Those who know Him
still contend with the suffering of the world, why is this reality? There are
many who are suffering within the world and it seems they are never restored
from their agony. There are others who rebel against God and seek to watch the
world burn. The adulterer waits for the cover of night and veils their face,
they seek to strip pleasure from those who are weak and frail. They move in the
shadows and live a life that is built on lies. They take advantage of those who
are unable to see the lies in their eyes. Yet, God prolongs their days by His
power and He watches their ways. They are raised up for a time and then
disappear, eventually, they are brought low and gathered up like everyone else.
If this isn't true, show me the truth?
Dear Lord, sometimes it is hard to find you through the veiled darkness that I have before me. I see you only through a cloud of my own sin and it keeps me from understanding you more and more. I fear you and I love you, I seek you and I run from you, I cherish you and I despise you, I am always changing my perspective on you so that it fits my own agenda. Change in me the way that I see you and your love. Amen.
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